At
this age of twenty plus passing three whole year celebrating adult slash unwanted
responsibility, staying off from drama doesn’t mean I don’t craving for a real
relationship.
Open
up the new horizon, they said. But how?
An
easy answer is the let the nature working. Call it cliché as in destiny or
first sight moment.
Therefore,
I reckon the same interest. It was meant to be for cynical people.
I breaking
down a few:
“Preferences
and references are uncountable variables. Those infinite measure are meant to
cross over on two or more person in purpose to starting relations. Some using
those as a tools to find sparks and clarity. For some it works, some say they losing
it, some say encountering, and some say it’s just exhausting.”
If
the nature didn’t allow you make connections, then we make one as an effort. Act
as in you are the controller. Start a conversation.
After
countless efforts of talk, you start to losing and questioning like this:
“Sometimes
I was wondering how far will I go for swallowed all this references to just
carry a talk or understanding another context. It doesn’t fun anymore, it’s
exhausting. Can’t we just sit still and listening and observing and shut off
about it and go?”
You
know what you are doing is based on senses to build up people expectation, I know
for sure it was tiring.
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