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Then there was this gentleman who looking around like a dog
lost his owner.
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If you feeling something right know. Bless you. More blessed
for you who feeling nothingness because from what I had been through, those
nothingness will lead you to something that gives you clarity. Just feel it,
even it will make you alone.
I have this mind when cruddled on my bed after drink ice tea
even outside is wet because of raining. How simple this life when it starting
to complicated as we think right now? Its not like I can turn back time, but if
we can take all the problem at ease then wouldn’t any guilt and ‘if’ comes into
mind when you trying to sleep.
That’s why focusing good times in childhood become my remedy
in those terrible night. Because believe it or not, I am still have to remind
myself that I had live this long life. Not long live like at war,but 21 is a
large number for difficult person.
Then I realized, the suffering moments which already came or
will come to this adultery life, what a great thing to looking forward. Sometimes
I feel like having control on anything that happens but when the bad thing
happens, I believes there much bigger controller in our life, the biggest and
powerful One.
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